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Goran Sekulović

‘’VJENČANJE METAFIZIČKO’’ RISTA RATKOVIĆA (X)

Jul 15, 2026 0 Komentara

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Svijest čovjekova (i samosvijest i savjest!?) je takva da mu je nužno potreban metafizički svijet, svijet u kome je svaka stvar zagrobno živa, svijet u kome ''u groblju mi se prikaza umrla sestra'' i kojoj pjesnik šalje pismo na adresu: ''Maruša Ratković, Zvečeći  hodnik zlatnih odeždi, Nebo''[1], svijet u kome mrtvac sedi, na primjer, na mjesto kočijaša (''Nasred mosta mrtvac se probudi i glasno viknu svoje ime...''[2]), svijet sna, dakle, svijet kojem se vjeruje i kojem se jedino moramo i možemo!? nadati, ili su barem ta dva svijeta, fizički i metafizički, izjednačeni, s tom bitnom razlikom što lopov ''može biti samo čovek''[3], ne (i) Bog – u egipatskoj tradiciji zagrobni život je bio potpuno ravnopravan sa ovozemaljskim životom – i podjednako realni i prisutni, jer spasenja i nade nema u čovjeka i u ovaj ovozemaljski svijet i život!?

''Smrt se kod Ratkovića javlja ili kao prirodna neminovnost s kojom pjesnik nipošto neće da se pomiri, ili kao akt nasilja preko kojeg ne može bez osude da se pređe. Takva antinomičnost u poimanju smrti i u odnosu koji je pjesnik, u raznim trenucima života, prema njoj zauzimao, podjednako bolna i obeshrabrujuća na oba svoja pola, prisiljavala ga je da se kroz život najčešće identifikuje sa svojim 'bivšim anđelima', provlačeći se između korova i žita kao sjenka, bez vjere u mogućnost spasenja na ovom svijetu u koji je jedino 'vjerovao'. On nije pristajao na to da svojoj nadi potraži utočište u nekoj transcendentnoj stvarnosti, hrišćanskom zagrobnom životu, na primjer, jer je bio ateista (ali na jedan poetski čudan i specifičan način)... Smrt je...kod njega bila stalni i neminovni pratilac života, ali ne kao antipod življenja u strogom, dijalektičkom smislu ili kao vid transformacije života u hrišćanskom smislu; ona je, poetskim čarima domognuta, bivala jedan korektiv više u prevazilaženju čovjekove usamljenosti u svijetu, pokretna platforma na kojoj su, prema želji, mogla da budu u najsublimnijem obliku sačuvana bića koja pjesnik nije želio da prepusti zaboravu.''[4];''Teći kroz život, trpjeti, stradati a ne uzdisati, ne roptati, b o l o v a t i  ž i v o t (karmički shvaćeno) – to je rezultanta pjesnikove misli u domenu najintimnijih poetskih ispovijesti koje se, gotovo uvijek, podjednako mogu svrstati u ram fizičke realnosti, ili realista podsvijesti i snoviđenja...''[5]; ''... Iako je Ratkovića hvatao 'užas od ljudske istorije'[6], od svega što je razumski spoznao, iako i u njegovom životu i u njegovom djelu ima najdublje tragičnosti, on nije pesimista. Ne gubeći sasvim smisao za radost, makar za radost u bolu, pjesnik je tragao za srećom koju mu u ozbiljnim godinama, smatrao je, može pružiti 'budistička smirenost'.''[7] 

 

U svijetu metafizičke, ''budističke smirenosti'', nema golog, automatskog, zdravorazumskog, ''zdravomislećeg'', racionalnog/iracionalnog, činjeničnog/snovidbenog, materijalnog/duhovnog, realno-stvarnosno-zbiljskog niti prividnog/iluzornog, ni nadanja ni beznađa. Kako za ovostrani tako i za onostrani svijet. ''... Hodnicima blude plave misli,/posivjele, usmirene:/Dobre misli pomirenja,/mudre misli pregorenja./Nema nade, nema beznadežja/u predvorju pakla mog./Čim progovorim,/izdam se./Neki me prozor naprijed vodi,/čudan prozor, neizreciv./Vuče me da kroza nj pogledam./I vo vjeki                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                         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vuče/taj na materiji prozor.''[8]